As far as TK goes, I haven't ruled out the possibility, but I am not studying it, nor can I say I can see any useful purpose of straining mentally to bring myself a plate I could have gotten up and brought myself much easier. Levitation would be fun, but even Thao noted that it does not serve much of a purpose.PyroKinetic wrote: Once i was practicing TK telekinesis on a toothpick and when i stare at it for a while it seems to start wobbling but i start thinking my eyes are tricking me, ive been able to do TK on some other lighter thing. Anywayz when i stare a bit longer on the toothpick it seems to fade like covered by a fog or something like it, not exactly a fog but i just start losing vision of it. Care to explain that anyone?
I marked in that I can see auras in the poll, although not nearly as well as I used to. I could see them quite clearly around anyone (and literally every-thing, sky included) with a little concentration. I have since fallen a little out of practice, and don't see them as well as before, but I admit that I don't mind because it can be a bit of an overload at times.
Now, I have noticed the same sensation when looking to see my aura in the mirror. It would last until my eyes 'freaked out' and jumped back to normal. What I would see in my peripheral vision when looking over my head was my face being blotted in a sort of fog, not light or dark, just faded and in moments completely vanished!
With a little practice, and making sure to expect to see this same fading/fog process, I eventually extended the time that I could hold vision of the fog, and I would notice that the deeper I looked into it, the darker everything else in my field of vision would get. After 10 or 20 seconds the image would reappear darker by comparison but luminous, and it was by this steadiness of concentration that I was able to look past my 'normal' scope of vision and see the aura.
I was always intrigued by this fog or sense of image loss that goes along with the aura. Practice might make that go away. I'm not sure, in my own pursuit of seeing the aura, I usually end up with a cycle. I become interested in the aura, I (re)learn how to see the aura, I see too much of the aura, I lose interest and eventually stop seeing the aura. repeat. It really made alot of things weird in my opinion and sticking with it would become difficult.
But yes, PyroKinetic, it does seem like your eyes are tricking you. I know it to be a result of concentration, in my case while trying to see the aura. Tom Chalko has even noted the sense of vision loss in advanced states of concentration, and that alone might answer your question. But, in any case I would say study it. See if you can prolong that kind of sensation. That is probably the best explanation of the phenomena that I can give.
Has anyone else had this concentration-related image loss? Any input would be welcome.