Intermission with a joke:
There was this guy who had a 3 story building. He lived there.. One day it started raining a lot and floods begun.. In the beggining he got scared but he went on the 1st floor. The water went higher up so he decided to go to the 2nd floor. A guy passed by with a boat and offered him help. He refused it and he said he wold go higher if he needed anything. The floods continue so he goes to the 3rd floor. Another boat passes by and offers him help again. He said he would go on the roof and he would be fine. Anyways the floods continue so this guy ended up going on the roof and drawning afterwards.
He goes to St.Peter and he is all wet.. St.Peter asks him what happen to you. He said I got drawned on the flood. He had a question though.. How come I died since I praise the lord and all. He said god sent you help but you refused to accept it.
You might be questioning why I say all this. Well because we are given signs but we either refuse them or we are to blind to see them. Back to being senciere now. For about a year I don't know what I want to do with my life. So I kind of felt wierd one day.. So I asked for some help.. I asked for signs/proofs that would show me to go for photography.. If this was the right thing for me. I did it thorugh the depth of my heart. Since then I have had many signs which I no longer believe they are coincidences... First I asked to hear my HS.. I ended up doing this while sleeping and I remember the soft voice and how much comfort I felt. Although I can't recall what was said.. :'( After that I received a lot more and even though I am sure I still look for more proof. Why.. I dunno cuz we are human.
We seek proof after proof after proof (just looked at some quotes on TP and uses the same phrase funny)
Yesterday I was being sincere again towards my HS and I asked to have another OBE but I would really like to remember it (proof again.. :p) I think I managed to have it done again..
You might wonder why I say all this.. Welll.. It is just somethings that I felt like sharing with the rest of you. It made me understand that we very ofter see what we choose to see. Even when we see something we still don't believe it. That most important of all is to be honest and sincere with ourselves and towards the HS and the GI. Never in my life before did I have this thoughts that things can work like this. But if we keep our eyes and hearts and minds open we can realize lots of truths. Personally I don't think it is a coincidence that I ended up learning these stuff.. because before I wasn't even away of them. The joke I wrote I heard about it like 2 weeks ago.. I told my friend about changing major and he told me. (he knows more about OBE and stuff due to his dad) Why don't you ask for a sign.. i am like I did and I do get the answer but I am still afraid to do the change. :'(
Thats all for now.. I should go to bed I got my final tomorrow..
Quotes from TP about proof.
You know that, when you want to explain something that is not a material fact, even to your closest friends, you are confronted by scepticism. People seek material proof and, if they don’t see it with their own eyes, they won’t believe.
‘Yes, because the Hebrews and the Romans would never have believed him if he hadn’t proven himself. There was a very good example of the strength of scepticism among people on Earth regarding the Shroud of Turin. Although millions believe in the coming of Jesus and practise, more or less, Christian religions, they were anxious to hear the results of research by experts, into whether or not the Shroud covered Christ after his ‘death’. You now know the answer to this. However, people seek proof and more proof, and still more proof, for doubt still exists in their minds. Buddha, an Earthling, who acquired his understanding through his own study, did not say, as your fellow men do: ‘I believe’, but rather, ‘I know’. Faith is never perfect but knowledge is.
There is a well-known story of doubting Thomas who wanted to touch Christ’s wounds, for, seeing them with his own eyes did not convince him enough; and yet, when he touched them, he was still doubtful.
‘Your name is not Thomas. Why must you touch him? Is there doubt in your mind?’ said Thao. ‘You see, you confirm what I was saying this morning - you seek proof.’
More power to you from now on!!! -- there's no reason to stop! Make every effort not to stop, if you can! My first that I think has been real has also started from a dream. A question: how have you been feeling about your physical body afterwards? I felt pity for it, because I realized I'm completely separate from it and I've been torturing it over the years with my little knowledge. I'm looking forward, and no doubt you do, too, to learn how to do them starting from a waking state as Robert and Cezyl do them!
)(I ll try to post it after this 
) I want to say that in no way I am trying to promote astral pulse I just find it as a wonderful forum about many things not that this is not. + it has more members 